*5 DAYS!!!* YAY!!!
I so can't wait for tuesday to get here! I went out last night and bought me a Birthday dress from Ross. It's so cute! I will post pictures. I still don't know what I'm going to do for my B-day. Part of me wants to chill with friends and family @ Moe's the other part wants to party all week! Ya see... I don't know when Jeff has off but Jennifer, Chris D., and Kim all have monday off. I don't know what to do. I wanna go bowling or play pool or something. But I also want to go to Johnny G's. I know lame right??? I'm 5 days shy of being 20 and I want to go to Johnny G's. But hey we don't have to grow up that quickly do we???
I am just so happy about life and everything right now! I feel restless but tired, safe but scared, happy yet sad, and lucky yet doomed all at the same time. I don't know why but things are going well but something tells me that it's not going to last too long. I guess it's just something that got said last night between me && Jeff. I don't know why I am thinking the worst of it but hey I am. I don't want to be thinking like this nor do I want to jinx anything. But I don't know what to think right now. I'm happy but scared @ the same time and I've never felt this way before!
Any way... Off that subject. So how bout after I went to Ross and found my Dres... :D *EEP* I was invited to JB's house to hang out with Jeff, Kim, && JB. Things were def. interesting. but Fun! I'm actually kinda glad that there weren't any cameras around! LOL!!! Fuzzy Bunnies! HAHAHA they make me laugh!!! Any way. I'm outty for now! Tootles!
Love,
~Lola Rose~
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